Love is the sweetest joy and the deepest pain.

What is love? Why do we need to love? How to love?

Simple questions with complicated answers.

But here I am, thanking god, that I've already found someone to go on a journey to answer these question with me. To feel the sweetest joy of love, and also to feel the deepest pain together.

Nurafiza Abdullah, this is for you.



That girl in the picture above is Nurafiza Bte Abdullah.
My girlfriend.
My future wife.
Mother to my future kids.
That's her, the one I'm in a relationship with.
The one I adore.
The one I like.
The one I will do anything for.
The one I love.


Being at sea and away from Singapore for a year made me realised that I was lonely.

I thought living the life of player was my calling, thought it was the thing I'm supposed to do in this life of mine. But I was wrong, I was lonely.When I came back home after that one year, I told myself that I'll settle down a get myself something real. Never in a million years I thought that that Girl will be you.


But here we are baby, 3 months into our relationship.
Here we are, madly in love with each other.
Here we are, trying to spend every possible time together.
Here we are, screaming, fighting, loving, making out with each other all in the name of Love.
I know we are just starting out, but this thing we have going on here, feels so right.
You're like the missing piece in my puzzle, for I've always felt empty deep down.
You fill up that void in my heart, and I thank you so much for that.
We may have loved others before this, but baby, nothing can compare.
I had my fair share of playing games and you, you made me stop the game.
I know this is nothing compared to others talking about someone they love, but I'm really rusty right now and I've always have this problem of expressing myself.

Happy 3rd Month soon Baby.
This may sound cliche, but baby,
You're so one in a million.

I love you, Nurafiza Abdullah.
Cause its just you and me against the world.
Dont let go.