All I want is to feel loved.
To be consoled when I'm insecure.
To feel special when I know I'm not.
To feel needed.
To feel that someone is really afraid of losing me.
To sometimes feel like there is actually someone that put in effort to make me feel better when I'm sulking at them.
Sometimes, when I try to drop that tough facade and be vulnerable, there will be no hands to pick me up.
I want to have hands to catch my fall during my vunerable times.
I'm sad, disappointed.
But I'm not going to blame anyone for this, its my fault for wanting to feel wanted.
What's the point anyway?