Look at the picture above.
Yeah, thats the face of my heart. Problems are never ending this days huh.
Karma really got me this time, like really really.

Theres a couple of story that needs to be inked down before I go mental. _|_

Lets start with SA.

SA. What can I say about you. The original plan was you. But you have to screw it up this time round didnt you? I know, I screwed things badly last time, infact twice. But being away made me realise, that your the only one I thought of every night before I go to sleep. The best thing about what we had, is that we keep our relationship absolutely platonic. Something which I treasure most in this fast growing modernized society. 2008 was a good year for us. February 2009 was even better. But this time round, when Im serious, your running huh. I know, trust is hard to gain after what happened, but think about it, take a risk. Take a walk, it better to know the outcome of something rather than just figuring 'what could have happen'.

Since I came back, we met once. I tried to not fall for you, but its inevitable cause I fell for you at first glance. We talked, we had fun, we walked. Then suddenly one night you said, leave you alone. I dont get you. What I want you to know is that, Im willing to give us a chance. imyvm.
Let the bear be something that reminds you of me. Keep it safe, SA.

DEAR F.

You you you you you I fucking dont get you. I dont have much to say now but for the past month, I had the time of my life with you. You reminded me of the first love, everything about us is great but think about it. I can never be yours, i'll always be the third party. I should have stopped waaaaaaaaaaay back but thats my fault and I dont blame you.

But what happened on our last meeting was totally yours. _|_
Put yourself in my shoes.

1) No matter what, i'll always be the one waiting and never once I got an apology from you for being late.

2) 90% of our meet ups ends up with me being at your place, sending you home. And since we're at my area, I requested for you to do to that and no.

3) How does it feels when every time I turn to talk you and see you entertaining your phone. -.-

4) I let you entertain your phone and I walked in front looking for a place to sit and you accused me of leaving you behind. thaaaaaafuck!

5) When I keep quiet, and I dont wanna tell you my problem which is not fucking related to you, you get pissed off. thaaafuck!

6) You kuat merajok.

7) When I tried to make peace with you, you dont want to entertain me. When I gave up and take the cab home, your angry with me. What you want from me siaaaaaaaaaa. NBCB.

8) Your damn lokek with me, I dont know why.

9) I CANT BELIEVE THAT IM FALLING/FELLED FOR YOU.
FUCK AKU JADI LAKI BODOH.

CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEBYEEEEEEEE.

FUCK THIS IS NOT HEALTHY SIAAAAAAAAAAA.



DEAR A

This one another attention seeking buto. fuck you.


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Okay, fuck it.

On a side note.
One of my customer me asked me just now
'boy, you play tennis ah?'
Thaaaaaafuck. -.-

SATURDAY COME QUICK PLESE.
IM SEXCITED! ^^