Bleargh.

Thats how my emotions looked like right now.

More about this later.

So yeah, on a happier note, I decided to write about my criteria when looking for a girl.

I had many chances to be in a relationship, but yeah, im not satisfied yet haha.

Cause someone once told me, im choosy. HAHA, lets go.

Criteria (s) to be my girlfriend.

1) You must not be taller than me. ( 176 and below )

2) You must have long hair, which curls down the bottom. Actually nah, long hair is fine enough.

3) You must be fairer than me, (FOR SURE), it'll be a plus point if your fair. Like very very fair.

4) You must have a cute personality.

5) Must not be too independent, cause its nice to be needed by someone.

6) Must be caring cause I like to manje2. HAHA!

7) Must trust me and dont doubt me like everytime.

8) MUST NOT BE INSECURED.

So, am I choosy? I dont think so.

Back to the top.

Emotions = Confused.

WHY?

Lets just say, I dont know what I want.

Thats the case since im young, fickle minded.

Another big problem of mine, apart from my huge ego.

Okay heres a story.

Once upon a time, there is this sailor. So yeah, this sailor have to sail for a period of one year. During this time, the sailor feels very lonely cause he dont have much company and that got him thinking about what he wanted to do for his life once hes back home. He planned out many awesome stuffs to do, for example, getting a girl and settling down, change himself to be a better person and not like how he used to be. He thought that he could do it, he thought that he have the willpower and strentgh to do it, but turns one he doesn't.

WHY? THIS IS WHY.

This sailor, once hes back, he got off to a very slow start. And so he thought, he could do this. Just one. But then one by one, they kept on popping out, spoiling him with the luxury of choosing and choosing. That seems great, but truth is, it doesn't. All he wanted is SA, but SA is like so far away in a sense that SA is afraid of him. So yeah, he turned to the rest, and ended up sort of falling for the other(s). This sailor is in a confuse state of mind, and its really eating up his soul from the inside cause deep down, he knows what he wants, just one.

Anyw, this story is fictional. (: