Someone, anyone, just shove this down my throat please.
I need this, pronto.

Question of the day - why?
Answer of the day - Karma.


Everything was going on so well until the ending of today. 15 more mins to the next day to be exact.
To this brother of mine, why did you do all that without asking me first?
You think your helping but your not.
Fuck.
Seriously, im not angry at you for trying to help. But you know I dont want to find out the truth about this. People say I still have a chance, people kept on asking me to make the first move, but I dont want to.
I rather be confused about this than to find out the truth. Now your giving me hope by telling me the convo between you and her, but I dont want that. I told you before bro, no matter how much I love her, I wont do anything about it. Come on lah, back to reality. I will be away for 10 months, anything can happen. Eventhough aku realised all this while aku indirectly waiting for her. Tapi i dont want to get hurt. Aku fragile bodoh. If its fated, it'll happen naturally. Futhermore, its taboo for sailors to be in love.

But on a positive note, thanks for trying to help, but please, tell me about it first. Dont do things ikot suke hati kau ah.

How down can I get?
CB.

Tomorrow, friday.
Should be an outing with S but change of plans.
Its.....
Junkie day.
Anyone?

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SM still not resolved.
Z still not resolved.
S getting back on track.
wth.
Im living in denial.





Anyway, I love my hair in this picture.
Dont click the picture to enlarge it.
Quality pekbum. (:

S dedicated this song to me yesterday.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqJkA5aLUs4&feature=PlayList&p=0BC4B9899DFD3993&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=14

I think i know what you mean.
Tapi i sorry.
Fahamkan ah.
But
Sweet pe kau.
And thank you.
I'll try to learn the song on guitar okay.
Soon.